haha monday i was bored in class -.-.. so i drew an image of when me n my babe hold hands.. ne waiz wutchu think?..

"..its in the way that you move me, and the way that you tease me, the way that i want you tonight, its in the way that you hold me, and the way that you know me, when i can't find the right words to say, u feel it in the way.. you feel it in the way."

110803 n' im love'n you still. xoxo <3

happy 1/2year babee..lol 6monthr.. daym already half a year.. finally got to c him since last week my sis snitch'd on me last weekend.. gayy girl.. eh.. went to tha brea mall wit my ateh tin n jem @2:00.. met up with my bb once we got there.. woah momma my babez a cutie.. hahaha.. he help'd me pick out a pichurr frame fo my momma to go with the pics me,bro,n sis took.. then got this big ass card to go with it.. haha.. finally got to spend my $70 gift card he gave me fo my bday.. lol we couldnt leave til i used up the whole card.. sheesh im so picky i hate it.. i got 2 tank tops n a skirt to use up the card.. then we ate tha magnolian grill stuff.. n met up wit my cousins n she drove us to edwards to watch a movie.. lol made him watch mean girls with us.. hahah not like we gon' watch.. lol.. YAY i love him.. OMG "i wanna kiss away your tears" (one o my fav quotes) HE DID THAT TODAY! x).. haha yeah i cried (not cus of the movie..lol).. wuteberrz.. after the movie we walk'd around s'more n got sum icecream.. yummy fake kind made with water.. lol got done around 7:45.. love yah babeee xoxoxooxxo

i believe in karma..but have i been this bad?... iono.. i guess so that everthing happens for a reason.. but this is bullshit.. the same thing keeps happenin but just getting bigger.. but throughtout it..yeah ima keep follow'n my heart. you know he means alot to me.. and time and time again you prevent me from seeing him.. thats all i wanted to do.. goshh.... britt was the only one who really gave the effort to understand me.. and of course i sincerely am thankful. and my ateh char.. shes been a real support.. im glad that i feel i can go to a blood ateh for anything.. and yeah i gota learn through my own mistakes, not the ones of others..right?.. eh =/ since when was life so whack..wuteverrz (im not mad, im just trying to get my point accross..for the first time it feels......)

"..i could tell he's sincere. when hes with you and everything..hes always smiling.. and the way he treats you. i can see that he sincerly likes you too.."-ateh char

went to the mall wit nikka, andy, n alex.. andy got me my late bday present n den took booth pics.. thank you andy for my flower and earrings. but no thank you for taking my favorite lip gloss. lol =)

retreat today. missed school =).. yesterday, mann i had a great time.. even tho i was in a bad mood to start with.. took pics wit my cousins n bro n sis at jenn's store (kewlit co) for our momma's n lola. haha mann cant believe we fit 22 of us in the pic.. then went wit ateh char n shelly to anaheim =9.. got at disneyland around 6.. they left me at downtown disney wit my babes x).. so we walked around thinkin of what to do.. haha.. freakin colldd.. i got to pick what 1/2year gift hes gon get.. a jacket or a build-a-bear.. so we just kept walkin all the way to the hotel.. walkways were soo pretty mygosh.. then we kissed in a beautiful gazeebo surrounded by big ol colorful roses.. muaha.. then we walked under, then to the back of this waterfall.. i gota nickel from him so we can make a wish =].. thenn we walkd into the hotel.. lol we go up n down the elevator.. next we just chillax in the couches in the lobby and take pics on his cell.. n thenn we walk back into build-a-bear n i picked what i wanted.. the bears name is kevin idontknowz jr. (lol my cousin thot idontknowz was thai).. then i had kev make it for me x).. hahahha hes so cute doing the lil dance with the heart thing.. lol he slapped me for makin him do it.. its not embarassing! its speshul =9.. hahah thank u babe ur awesome.. then we go n get a pretzel.. lol the lady at the cash register then goes "are you two together? you two look like you could be brother and sister.. HEY but thats cute".. lol.. i fed us the pretzel wit the nacho cheese.. then wen we came bak in for a drink the lady gave us discount =).. i wonder why... haha.. met up wit my cousin n her frends.. n sed bye bye to my hunn.. xoxox.. n we left each other right when the fireworks began to start =P (9:30).. i had a awesome/fun/lovin time last night.. i love you babeee.. n im sorry.. ilove you

before i lay down to sleep, i give you Lord my soul to keep.. and if i die before i wake, i give you Lord my soul to take.. Dear Lord, please pray for me and for those i hold near to my heart..  help me God. Amen